purplelensg:

for someone to miss you is stupid
for someone to make a choice is stupid
for someone to make a move is stupid

all you do is waste time.

do what you want,
if you want it that bad, you will go for it

you wanna wait? you just don’t want it bad enough.

life is too short to wait.

whatever choice you make, you will learn from it.
either it’s you getting what you want or if it’s the opposite.
you will always learn.

but waiting is the easiest thing to do sometimes…
doing what i want is scary. ive never done anything for me.

lovemewithoutfear:

I don’t know who I am anymore. It’s sad, really. Because I don’t realize this until I’m alone. All alone. Left to think. Think, think, think. And when I realize that i’ve torn myself apart all I can do is be upset. Because when I want to change, I tell myself “don’t do ___” or “don’t take ____” but there I am again, doing exactly what I told myself not to. I can’t keep up with this, but I can’t stop myself either. And there’s nobody who can stop me. Nobody’s willing to tell me no. And I need someone. Need. Not want, need. Need someone to tell me what’s right and what’s wrong. Not give me a free ride. I just keep…throwing myself away. And everything’s a mess. I’m a mess. I’m a fucked up mess. Will someone just tell me? Love me? For real. No lies, no lust. Just love. That’s what I need, that’s what I want. And here I am, falling apart some more.

holla that. every single fucking word.